3rd month into 2017

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Hah. I hope I am not too late to reblog again.

3months passed. So what exactly I have achieved for the past 3 months into 2017.

Thinking in process…

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What type of life are we asking?

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These days i realised about changes in Singapore life. They are strongly promotiong flexi working hours.

In the parliment, they are even talking about have free fare during off peak hours. Will this work in Singapore? Being a typically kiasu singaporean, with this incentive, trust me… everyone will be hard working to go to work earlier than normal. But anyway, is just a debate that is still on going.

Let us see what is coming up next tonight debate…  To be continued…

 

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My thoughts… when i think i am getting too bored..

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After hearing so many news on this and that, i realise that life is simple after all. Once you exprience the worst, you will find any other news are nothing at all.

The tricky question here is what is considered a “worst news.” I believe “uncertainty”.

Especially when you need to exprience the ups and downs in life then you consider you been thru an interesting life, that lots of people tend to say. I will alway say – talking is easy, facing is another, acceptance will be another.

Whenever, i see my nephew innocently talk to me, i really envy him. How can his thinking is so pure and innocent. His intention is always trying to make his surrounding a better place for him to live in. How i wish i can think so innocently like him and i really wish he can remain like this forever but i know is impossible caz the world is revloving every seconds..I will miss this moment with Xavier. He will grow up eventually and face the reality of life.

Last saturday, we went shopping. My sis is sternly telling Xavier that no toys today. You can see but no buying. You can only get your auntie and uncle to buy only on Christmas and your Birthday. His reply is “Oh i see,and i think tomorrow will be Christmas.” See how innocent his reply to his mum. Then when the rest are busying with others stuff, his mind keep wandering back to the toy section, he will pull me lightly and whisper “er yi, they are so busy, think i need you to accompany me elsewhere.” He will hold my hand and ask me to follow him.. lol. So back to the toy section…haha..So that is his elsewhere…He will just stand there and admire and tell me story how he will build this or that when he can get these for Christmas and his birthday.

Then i decided to make his day brighten by asking him to choose only a simple toy that will add to his collection. (Thomas collection) But before that, he will go up to his mum and ask for permission before accepting the present from me. When his mum finally say yes to him, he will run to me excitedly and say his mummy agree to the buying. With a little toy in his hand, he will fall asleep sweetly in the car… So sweet.

 

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Samsung Galaxy SIII

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I can never imagine that S3 is so much fun and is such a clever technology. Giving it to a IT nerd like me to have such a phone is like wasting it. But the only downside that i feel is the battery life is short.

I am still exploring it and the camera function is really so interesting and can use it to take me while running. Haha.. I am so excited and can’t wait to see how it is like to catch my running movement continously.

Let me continue and shall see any more updates that i can get out from this phone. Amazing is the only word i can think of now for my new toy.

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What an eventful year for me …2011

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In Dec 2011, I did my best marathon race.. 4hours 09 mins for 42.125km. Also in Dec 2011, I lost my dad. The most important man in my life. The man who stood by me thru out my 33 years. The man who always there for me and someone that will never say a no to me.

Pa is dignosed with Pancreas Cancer since September 2011 and the whole family hit the lowest point of our life. Then, we stood by him and we positively keep telling Pa that he is just sick and will get well. We transferred Pa out from NUH to Mt Elizabeth and I am sorry to comment NUH is the crapest hospital. I simply do not understand why are they carrying out so much testing on Pa and he is been “poked” till the whole arm is blueblack. Upon seeing that, I get so upset and i get so worked up and tell off the nurses and demand an explanation from the hospital.

I cried so hard over this and I dare not do this in front of my father. During that period, there are so many times we held back our tears in front of our Pa. Since Pa is sick,there is no smile anymore from him. He keeps telling his friends that visited him that he is so grateful that he had 3 daughters that never leave him by his side and always taking turns to take care of him everyday. I believe, that is the least we can do for him. To keep him accompany.

Pa eventually left us on 08 Dec 2011, which happened to be my younger sis birthday. Since that day,i think i am in the depression mode. Nothing interest me anymore. I don’t want to work, I don want to run. I just want to hide in the corner and refuse to see anyone or talk to anyone. I am hurt caz Pa left us without leaving any words. He died peacefully in his sleep. At least, i am grateful that thru out the journey, Pa is never in pain and never once need a morphine injection.

Thou he left us for 6 months, he is still very much living in my heart. Every single min, every single sec, he is with me and rest of us. Still i want to thank Pa for letting Jie, Me, Mei & boy being your kids and you have given the best you can provide for us. You are the best pa. Happy Father Day 2012. We love you…

I finally remember my password for WordPress…

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After so many months of trying to get into WordPress, i finally managed to log in wordpress. Suddenly i feel so achieved…LOL…